Oliver

So I played in the musical Oliver at a local high school this week. We rehearsed on Sunday, dress rehearsal which was watched by some junior school kids was on Wednesday and we performed on Thurs and Fri. Tonight they're doing it again, but the lady I covered for is playing today. Wow, it was so fun. Before we did it I was really scared coz I've not done ANYTHING like that EVER before, but it was so fun. I found it really satisfying and fulfilling and it totally renewed my love for music. It's given me a bit of a dilemma... I met David Cox, they guy that conducts Croydon Symphonic Band and I've toyed with the idea of joining before now. He'd love me to join and i really wanna join, but it's on wednesdays and that's TnT night, so I totally don't know what to do! I so love music, it gives me such joy and peace and I really feel like I'm playing for God.
What to do....